Friday, January 26, 2018

set me on fire

You and I were meant to be
Ain't no doubt about it
No way to hide that sort of thing
I, I keep on running
I’m building bridges that I know you never wanted
Look for my heart
You stole it away
Listen, I want you to burn my bridges down
I said, I want you to burn my bridges down, down, down
Set me on fire
You set me
Set me on fire
You can burn my bridges down


Wednesday, January 24, 2018

my view of the world & life

It’s so important to remember the meaningful moments in life, and what is truly important. When I hold my nephew (almost 10 months) up to the window of our living room, he starts laughing and talking in his baby language - and thinks looking out the window at the nature and the cars driving by is the most exciting thing in the world. He knocks on the window and squeals with excitement and pure happiness and bliss. When I see the world through his eyes, with innocence and naivety, I just want to view the world that way too, and be a part of it with him. And cherish and treasure each moment. I want to live that life, and not have to constantly think about the reality of the one we live in, which often is so devastating and depressing (and hard to fathom and understand as well) that it is too hard to handle, bear, or manage the majority of the time. I want to focus on the moments that are meaningful, the simple things, the small things - which really are the big things, and make me so happy. Smiles, hugs, and cuddles from my cutie nephew, and seeing his milestones and growing up in front of my eyes weekly. New ocean artwork and colorful rugs in our bathroom. A new scent (tea tree) in our oil diffuser. Playing my favorite channel (One Republic) on Spotify and singing on the way to work, and back home again. Baking a yummy cake for Mohit’s 24th birthday. Hugging my Ma Pa. Sunshine coming through the window. Cool breeze blowing through my hair. Warm towels from the dryer. Snowflakes on my favorite sweatshirt. Favorite football team winning the big game. Raindrops on the windows - and waiting before turning on the wipes to move them away - taking a moment to listen to the raindrops, watch them create a painting on your windshield, and feeling the peace inside that comes from that experience - and not rushing through it or rushing to where I need to go - but taking that moment - taking a moment - to just be, and to just breathe, soak in the moments of life, and feel the peace, happiness, and bliss surrounding me, inside and out.

Being thankful that despite tough days, struggles, and an ongoing and constant delicate daily balance of challenges, there is still so much good, so much happiness, and so much to be thankful for - and SO grateful for. I am blessed, I am happy, I am alive. And each day, each moment, is worth it. The good is great. And the bad is good – because it helps us to become stronger and get through the tough times, lean on our loved ones, turn to our family, be so happy in our home and be thankful for each moment - and then good times – and moments – come to us again, and we realize how positive and good all of life is actually and truly. Yes there will be tough days at work or with health issues - and life can often seem like a constant struggle, but those beautiful blissful moments in between are the ones that shine brightly and take over all the doom and gloom that often seems so overwhelming. It all melts away and we are left with positivity and light surrounding us and our lives, with amazing memories and beautiful experiences shared together. So it’s all wonderful and great, this thing called life, no matter the challenges. We are not alone in this thing called life, and can get through them all together. This life is the one I see full of sunshine, rainbows, and birds flying around in my mind. It’s how I choose to view the world and my life with my loved ones, my home, my family, friends, in pure bliss. It’s the way I feel when my nephew hugs me with his little arms, and smiles at me with his two little teeth showing, and puts his head on my shoulder and falls to sleep while I sing him my favorite song “Perfect” by Ed Sheeran. I just don’t see anything greater in this beautiful life, cuddling with my hubby, hugging my family, sharing our lives together. I feel all the bliss in the world. And keeping the daily hope and faith that each moment in our present, and upcoming future, will be just as blissful, and even more than we could imagine and feel, with all of our dreams coming true, in each moment.

Hug your loved ones. Tell them today. We are not guaranteed tomorrow.

#together #bliss #peace












Sunday, January 21, 2018

it's a great day whew! Pats baby

Do one thing at a time - that makes you happy :-)

#AFC Championship
#GoPats
#Brady
#TB12
#AFCChampions























Saturday, January 20, 2018

good morning New York




Tuesday, January 16, 2018

Sounds of Silence (cover)

haunting, mesmerizing, soul covering

Live




Recorded with lyrics




Hello darkness, my old friend
I've come to talk with you again
Because a vision softly creeping
Left its seeds while I was sleeping
And the vision that was planted in my brain
Still remains
Within the sound of silence
In restless dreams I walked alone
Narrow streets of cobblestone
'Neath the halo of a street lamp
I turned my collar to the cold and damp
When my eyes were stabbed by the flash of a neon light
That split the night
And touched the sound of silence
And in the naked light I saw
Ten thousand people, maybe more
People talking without speaking
People hearing without listening
People writing songs that voices never share
And no one dared
Disturb the sound of silence
Fools, said I, you do not know
Silence like a cancer grows
Hear my words that I might teach you
Take my arms that I might reach you
But my words, like silent raindrops fell
And echoed in the wells of silence
And the people bowed and prayed
To the neon god they made
And the sign flashed out its warning
In the words that it was forming
And the sign said, the words of the prophets are written on the subway walls
And tenement halls
And whispered in the sounds of silence

Perfect (acoustic)

My all time favorite song :-)



Overheard on the radio "Do you want to know why girls love Ed Sheeran so much? Because he writes songs like this!!!" ;-)

Well - songs like this make me love my Mohit more and more - we are perfect together :-)

I found a love for me
Darling just dive right in
And follow my lead
Well I found a girl beautiful and sweet
I never knew you were the someone waiting for me
'Cause we were just kids when we fell in love
Not knowing what it was
I will not give you up this time
But darling, just kiss me slow, your heart is all I own
And in your eyes you're holding mine
Baby, I'm dancing in the dark with you between my arms
Barefoot on the grass, listening to our favorite song
When you said you looked a mess, I whispered underneath my breath
But you heard it, darling, you look perfect tonight
Well I found a woman, stronger than anyone I know
She shares my dreams, I hope that someday I'll share her home
I found a love, to carry more than just my secrets
To carry love, to carry children of our own
We are still kids, but we're so in love
Fighting against all odds
I know we'll be alright this time
Darling, just hold my hand
Be my girl, I'll be your man
I see my future in your eyes
Baby, I'm dancing in the dark, with you between my arms
Barefoot on the grass, listening to our favorite song
When I saw you in that dress, looking so beautiful
I don't deserve this, darling, you look perfect tonight
Baby, I'm dancing in the dark, with you between my arms
Barefoot on the grass, listening to our favorite song
I have faith in what I see
Now I know I have met an angel in person
And she looks perfect
I don't deserve this
You look perfect tonight


<3 b="">


Sunday, January 14, 2018

happy

#lovebeingmarried
#joy
#newdecor
#oildiffuserwithUSBpowerplug
#agoodsong
#agoodday
#goPATS








Wednesday, January 3, 2018

new planner

It was plain black. I added the stickers myself :-)


Heaven

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8qp30EgrYuM

When the room don't like us
I'll be at your table
Yeah I'll be sitting next to you
And when the world ain't righteous
It's raining Cain and Abels
I'll be trying to dance with you
Oh everybody feels alive
So just one more time before the morning comes
Oh everybody feels alive
If they're throwing stones at the two of us, two of us

Everyone they say that we don't work
But I could swear this is heaven yeah
Everyday I know that this might hurt but I don't care
This is heaven yeah

I couldn't stop couldn't fight this
I didn't come here to change up
Yeah I just want to fan your flame
Well if the young Picasso and the guy that made you
And no one's gonna bring you change
Oh everybody showing the scars
Patchwork hearts lighting up the dark
Love the dark oh yeah

Everyone they say that we don't work
But I could swear this is heaven yeah
Everyday I know that this might hurt but I don't care
This is heaven yeah
This is heaven yeah

Oh you don't feel alive now
You say you don't feel alive now
You're looking for heaven yeah
Oh you don't feel alive now
Say you don't feel alive now
You're looking for heaven

Everyone they say that this don't work
But I could swear this is heaven yeah
Everyday I know that this might hurt but I don't care
This is heaven yeah
This is heaven yeah
This is heaven yeah

~OneRepublic

Monday, January 1, 2018

where the frozen land sparkles

#BriarcliffManor











Happy New Year!